1-12-2026

Whoops I'm a day late i kinda forgot I have a journal now!

I am trying to lock in super hard on my fitness and am feeling pretty inspired. First was my climbing comp, I got third! which I was pretty happy with. Kind of tweaked my finger but I'll live. Climbs felt mostly good except for two that just threw me to the floor but oh well. check my insta for the vod

I also made a pretty big decision and sold my CS skins and bought an indoor bike trainer. kind of a seat of my pants kind of decision but I am excited to get some cardio in to hopefully shed my remaining strongman fat. The strength is gone, the fat is not lol. It also gave me some money to save for a bike for the summer which is exciting. kind of between a road bike and a gravel bike but we'll see which seems more fun, I am leaning towards gravel.

Melee has been going pretty well. Have not played many ranked sets but have been having fun playing friendlies on slippi and solo practicing. Hopefully competing will be cool but we'll see for now I am just having fun with games and want to try to be more focused on getting ripped lol. but life is more than that so we will still have fun playing games.

I applied for two jobs yesterday I should probably get to more of that and more studying for certs I have been slacking pretty heavy on the whole advancing my career thing it fills me with dread and anxiety lol, but maybe im being a bitch and just need to grit my teeth through it. IDK we will see how this continues I'll figure it out. maybe having time on the bike to think things through will help.

ok so that's me this week. not much has changed we're still having fun with it